Women’s versus Men’s experience: Differences and Equality

 

Biologically a woman is different from a man.

Borysenko’s description of the female life cycle in het book “A woman’s book of Life” is enlightening.

She reminds us of the pulses of information we receive from the rhythms of the earth, the moon (the universe?) and from our (mother’s) hormones, even before we are born. She points to the complexity of our hormonal system, influencing not only physical processes but stimulating our limbic system - a constellation of structures specialized for generating the emotions of pain and pleasure - or “emotional brain” as well. She explains the way our nervous system myelinates pathways that extend from the emotional centers of the limbic system to the neocortex (more complex emotions) - and the frontal lobes, the newest evolutionary addition to the neocortex. MacLean calls this the “heart of the brain” and the faculty of self-awareness and introspection[1].

 

This process of myelinating causes our neural circuits to literally learn from experience, “fixing” our brain to respond to information and stimuli in general in a certain way. There are critical periods for learning; the transient window of opportunity for empathy for instance, begins to narrow at about eighteen month of age, when the frontal lobes finish their basic neuronal hookup to the emotional limbic system. Assuming that mothers (and fathers) treat their sons and daughters in the same loving way, baby girls and baby boys would be equally emphatic after 18 months, interesting….

 

I elaborate on this process because I think it is important when we discuss differences between men and women. For me it implicates that we, as human beings, create who we are by interacting with other people and experiencing our lives. Let me assume for a moment that men and women are only different in the biological sense; the differences between men and women on all other levels are then caused by the way we live and by constructs we created ourselves.

 

Sometimes I wonder if it makes a difference. From a soul point of view, we could see life as a way of coming to consciousness. The existence of two genders is in our species biologically necessary to create offspring, and has in that context meaning. However, consciousness itself surely does not have genderal duality. In my view that could mean that it is the experience of life that “counts” and the whole gender issue is nothing but an opportunity to experience life from different perspectives. Intriguing, because it would mean that the difference itself is meaningful. That notion spirals back to the synergetic relationship Keen and Borysenko propose for their heroic new couples, appreciating differences as a means of learning.

 

The biological difference between men and women however has far-reaching implications.

Apart from the different functions in our procreational process, an important difference is that women have definite cycles, not only periodically but also throughout their lifetime. Men go through transformations too, but not to the extend women do. The symbolic representation of the moon and the sun….

Is it fair to suggest that this makes women more flexible, more adaptable, and more adjustable to changing circumstances and situations? It could even be the main reason women are (need to be) more sensitive and responsive to what is, including other people’s needs and feelings.

 

I want to explore a metaphor, even if it does not exactly fit this theme: maybe woman have to manage sailboats where men are driving cars. Both need certain skills to handle their rides, both need to acquaint themselves with their possibilities and limitations. To move in the water (versus on the road) definitely requires a totally different approach: sailors need to take into account the structure of the boat itself, how it is made and how it responds to the water and the wind. They have to learn about the currents in the lake; about the winds, which are invisible and less predictable.

“In learning to sail you do not change the current of the water nor do you have any effect on the wind, but you learn how to hoist your sail and turn it this way and that to utilize the greater forces which surround you. By understanding them, you become one with them, and in doing so are able to find you own direction – so long as it is in harmony with, and does not try to oppose, the greater forces in being[2]”. (June Singer was referring to the Individuation Process, but I love this metaphor!).

Maybe men need more technical skills to drive their cars, more structured knowledge about their vehicle and its maintenance. They need to know where they are going and can plan how they want to get there. Once on their way they can travel in straight lines not bothered by currents or changing winds.

 

Similarities?

Somehow, I have trouble with the word similar (resembling, but not the same). Like the sailor and the driver, a woman and a man are the same: human beings. The (only?) difference however is the vessel they choose for their path through life. This demands such a different approach in so many aspects of their response to life that it has become hard to see that men and women are fundamentally the same.

 

I sense sameness beyond the socialization into our cultural constructs. I see sameness beyond the process of myelinating of our neural pathways.

I think we are physically different, causing us to become, and this seems inevitable (and not a bad thing), psychologically different. (Even in the animal world males and females have their particular qualities and tasks in life.)

However, on a soul level we, women and men, are the same.

In a way, I would like it to be like that – that would fit right into my notions about souls and reincarnation. As a soul, I would prefer to have the opportunity to experience life on this plane in its different dimensions.

 

The tricky part is of course how we humans historically “translated” the physical differences into psychological constructs that determine how we live and in that sense how we are and feel. As our construct no longer seem to work is it fair to say we are ready for some major transformations? Humanity seems to go through a phase in which we (or at least the pioneers among us) have become conscious enough to realize we have choices and responsibilities.

 

Psychological equality.

Of course, the sailor and the driver are equal; men and women are equal, I cannot see it any other way. And yes, we act differently and we are treated differently because there are major differences in the way we face life. That does not make us un-equal. In fact, every human being faces life in a different way, acts different and as a result is treated different. That does not discredit the fundamental equality of all human beings.

 

However, we are still faced with the generalizations (cultural constructs) about specific groups of human beings and the resulting discriminations. Much like our myelinated neural pathways, these patterns in our society are hard to transform, but I truly believe we are step-by-step going in the right direction.

I do not really have an opinioned idea where men and women stand today on the issue of equality. In my part of the world, there are still some differences in work opportunities and compensations but as I see it women are very present in politics and science nowadays, so I guess new pathways are being formed. Two-thirds of the medical students in Marc’s University are women; more than half of the students in Roy’s Business school, especially in the international section he is in, are female. But that is Holland.

 

In day-to-day life, I experience many situations in which I am amazed by the depth of our stereotyped thinking. My mother has a new car. A few weeks back she discovered that the heating system did not work. When she called the garage, the man told her in a very friendly way she should stop by so he could take a moment and explain it to her. I wonder whether a 35-year-old male would have gotten that answer… In our cultural construct we (especially women) become stupid and helpless with age.

 

Sometimes I wonder why I am the one responsible for the housekeeping, the cooking, shopping, driving and school-meetings etc., etc., but I cannot honestly blame that on un-equality, not really. I feel that I made some choices in life and I am responsible for the consequences of those choices.

Although it feels unfair sometimes, and yes, the wife takes care of the house and the kids in this case, I consciously chose to marry, to have children and to divide chores on every step of the way. Even though I often feel stuck in this “deal” now, I would not have wanted it any other way. It helps me to realize that.

 

My experience.

I was born into a family with four girls and one boy. My parents were modern, well-educated people. My mom came from a higher-class family in Prague where women where more than equal to men, so we were brought up in the same “faith”. We were sturdy girls; femininity was not really encouraged. I do not remember typical girl-stuff; I had books and bears but no dolls. Make-up or earrings were forbidden: you made a fool of yourself dressing up.

In retrospect, I realize this is probably a form of denial, but at the time I believed my parents were right and I still have an issue with women who, in my view, “overact” femininity.

In high school I preferred math and sciences so in that time my schoolmates were mostly boys and rarely girls (like me). Later in Business school the same, I related mainly to boys and only had few girlfriends. Somehow, I had more in common with the men; the women seemed the stranger creatures. I thought they were often artificial, missed integrity and I had some bad experiences with confidentiality. There were just a few of us, and maybe the girls had to be tough to succeed in a men’s world? However, I admit I came from a protected context and was probably naïve in many ways.

During my childhood and school time I do not remember man/woman (un)equality ever being an issue.

 

After college, I started working in the pharmaceutical industry. Men occupied most of the more commercial positions, but I did not feel any disadvantages in being a woman in the marketing department. On the contrary, I often thought it an advantage to be “different” (a women and young).

Maybe Holland is a good country in that sense; without wanting to be too chauvinistic or generalizing (!), the relational climate there feels very tolerant and open-minded compared to for instance in Belgium where I lived for 14 years now. Anyway, no negative gender-related discrimination that I was aware of.

 

Then I married and we moved to Tunisia, to manage a clothing factory. Different religion, totally different atmosphere. I was shocked by the un-equality between men and women. At first I thought I would get used to it, but after eight years I was so fed up with being treated as a lesser person, not only because I was a woman, but especially because I was a non-Islamic women, that I no longer wanted to live there. I do believe that things are changing, and that life in the bigger, more modern cities is probably very different from that in the simple rural setting we witnessed, but traditional Islam is definitely not a religion that brings forth a society in which men and women are treated equally. 

 

Although I am still disgusted by the system, I realize that the people living it consider it the way things are and should be; their reality and their truth, their construct. The impossibility to discuss things, for instance the treatment of women, is most frustrating. Even the women I worked with for years, who I came to respect and admire, are mostly totally convinced of the superiority of men and their right to treat women any way they please. It is of no use to get angry with a man who treats you as an inferior, because for him he treats you “as a woman”, so he really does not understand your point.

Somehow, historically Islam does not invite her devotees to think for themselves. Most Muslims I met don’t dare enter into a dialogue about themes that are remotely touching their religion. They seem to restrain from thinking about, or discussing what is in the Koran or proclaimed by Islamic leaders. I think Muslims probably consider it inappropriate, and are not really willing to confront their traditional ways with mere human values or ideas[3].

Women and men seem to live in separate worlds in Tunisia. Traditionally even a man and a wife are not mates in the sense we westerners ideally are; there is not much interaction between men and women.

In our factory most of the women over 16 were married with 15 to 20 years older men they did not know before their wedding. Many of the husbands were unemployed and sitting outside a café drinking coffee all day. The women were supposed to hand over their salaries, do the household and the cooking and provide them with sons. Although familial aggression officially is no longer tolerated, beating a girl or a wife is common practice.

In itself this experience is a living example of how our constructs determine how we live and feel about ourselves and each other. In a way it is amazing to me to discover at each level to what extend we create with our thoughts what we are and what our world looks like. It sometimes scares me; on the one hand we feel so utterly helpless by the overwhelming complexity of our reality, on the other hand we are the ones who create it, or at least how we experience it, by the way we think.  It is high time we learn to “manage” our minds.

 

When we moved back to Europe we found ourselves in a different world again. The fact that we had made some money allowed us to move to a region where many well-to-do people lived. We met the rich and beautiful: many of the men were successful and interesting to talk to, many of the women were not, spending most of their time chasing eternal beauty and parties (men?). Another type of self-created un-equality. Not my world, I felt like an alien. 

And then, near the other side of the scale, the world of people more like me; searching for things beyond (escaping?) their limited realities. Therapists and other humans who want more out of their lives and feel a longing to make the world a better place. I met many beautiful people, men and mostly women. I must admit that, for the first time in my life, I felt at home with women.

Of course I literally dis-covered hidden layers and dimensions of myself, step-by-step realizing the female stuff I am made of. I learned a lot from women these past 10 – 15 years; most of all that women experience life in a different way. The feminine way of connecting, knowing, growing etc. is definitely worthwhile and something I want to explore.  

It is weird to realize that even though the women in my world were treated as equals, I myself thought women the lesser humans for such a long time. That reality transformed drastically, and with it the way I feel about myself. Now I have to watch out not to tip the balance the other way. 

I experience every day how limiting the constructs of my mind are and how I live my own truths according to them. Awareness of this process is at least a step in the right direction to avoid making and living these constructs unconsciously.



[1] Paul MacLean – Triune, or three-part, brain

[2] June Singer, Boundaries of the Soul, 1972 - 1994

[3] more on this in my essay on Islam (TS 508)